For two months this guy has been flooding my inbox with pathetic emails. Always the same plea: I want to be your human toilet.At first I deleted them without even opening. Then his persistence started to amuse me. Eventually I sent one cold reply:If youre serious, theres one non-negotiable rule. You swallow it. Every last bit. Otherwise dont waste my time.He replied in under sixty seconds: I accept.10 a.m. sharp. The intercom buzzes right on time while outside the cold bites straight into the bones.I open the door wearing only a black thong, push-up bra, and a thick pair of yellow wool socks Ive had on for four straight days. The bright yellow has darkened slightly at the toes and heels; theyre heavy, damp, reeking of that thick winter-sweat-wool stench that hits him the moment he steps inside.He enters head down, hands tremblingprobably from the chill, probably from nerves after a three-hour drive in this miserable weather.On your knees.I point at the plastic sheet. He drops instantly, knees smacking the floor.I press one socked foot right under his nose.Sniff. Get acquainted with my winter socks.He inhales; his whole face twists. He once confessed he cant stand strong smells. Too badthis is warm wool + four days of trapped sweat + the cold soaked deep into the fibers. Yet he takes another long breath.Take them off. Teeth only.He fumbles clumsily at the fuzzy edges. Finally my bare feet slide freestill hot, glossy with old sweat, soles darkened from days pressed against yellow wool.Lick them. Toes to heel. Dont miss a spot.His tongue comes out shy, flat, sliding between my toes. Every pass makes him grimace; the sour taste of damp wool must be coating his mouth. I laugh softly and rub the other still-socked foot across his face, leaving bits of yellow fluff stuck to his cold-reddened cheeks.Good toilet. But today youre not here for feet.No, Mistress.Exactly.I push him flat on his back on the sheet. I position the portable toilet over his head, then spread my legs wideankles framing his face, perfectly balanced. I want him to see every second while the radiator wheezes uselessly against the frost creeping through the windows.Today isnt one of those massive loads. I ate light last night, so it comes out as one long, solid pieceabout twenty centimeters, soft enough to mold. It lands straight in his mouth, then overflows gently in brown streaks running down his cheeks and neck.I remove the toilet slowly. I slip on the long black gloves up to the elbows.First, though, my bladders full. I bend slightly and piss straight onto his cocka hot, hard stream that soaks the shaft, the pubes, the balls. A burning contrast to the icy room. He jerks but keeps his mouth sealed. Not a drop escapes.I crouch beside his head. With gloved fingers I scoop up the shit that spilled out, pack it into fat mouthfuls and shove them in one after another.After about ten he starts to break. Hands shaking ******ly, throat convulsing, eyes glassy with unshed tears.I press my palm flat on his forehead, pinning him.I havent given you permission to quit yet.He raises a trembling hand: stop.I sigh, voice like ice.This was your one and only chance. This was your first and last time seeing me in the flesh. Dont you dare message me again unless youve trained yourself to swallow everything without acting like a little bitch. Apologize. Now.I Im sorry Mistress thank you for using me Louder.IM SORRY MISTRESS! THANK YOU FOR USING ME AS YOUR TOILET Good boy.I stand up slowly, looking down at him. Hes still flat on his back on the cold sheetmouth stuffed, cheeks smeared, cock cooling in a puddle of my piss. His chest rises and falls fast; he breathes through his nose because his mouth is full.I say nothing more. No permission to rise, to spit, to wipe himself. Nothing.I turn, pick up the yellow wool socks from the floortheyre still warmand drop them onto his chest like dirty rags.For a moment I just watch him lie there: pathetic, frozen, too terrified to move without my command.Then I turn and walk out of the room without another word. The door clicks shut behind me.I leave him right there on the floor in the freezing silence, my shit in his mouth, my smell all over him.How long will it take him to realize Im not coming back? That hell have to crawl out alone, clean himself up as best he can in the guest bathroom, get dressed, and leave without daring to knock again?Maybe hell disappear for good. Maybe in a few weeks another desperate email will land in my inbox.Well see.
